I am living in disgrace
this kind of situation i'd never faced
i am a graduate, a writer and a good presenter
Still today, at Level 23, I wander jobless.

It is embarrassing, 
At a stage, where one shoulders responsibility,
day by day i am becoming a clog,
leaving my parents  nagged

Not that i don't put in effort
But all my hits are vain
and my confidence in utter pain
If others can get job, why can't I?

A life of insults and ridicule
i just don't accept
but I emerge helpless
in pegging my detrimental thoughts to rest

I feel outraged and tired
feels as i am walking alone
under a huge sky
where even my shadow seems abashed

I am a struggler but still in the nest
I refuse this golden cage
I reject a bountiful life 
that my architects created for me

The fear of being a looser
keeps me awake all night
and the next day winds up 
with numerous fights

From last three weeks 
i am blowing up this life
Unaware of when this life 
will get a LIFE

I just pray and wish
that this trifling struggle comes to an end 
so that i bag  an opportunity
and X-out all the shame
before it X- outs me